Nothing like ringing in 2008 by being dumped. So change the "semi-girlfriend" to "ex-girlfriend." All along, she never really wanted a relationship. She was just giving it a trial, pretending.
Once again, I've been played for the fool. I'm never going to learn.
I want those three and a half months back. I want the money I spent back. I never really said this before, but I want it all back. I want to do it over again... then not do it. Really, I don't know what I got out of this but grief and a couple things I'm already started to regret.
At least this time, I've managed to do it in a different way. Maybe that's growth.
The sporadic episodes of thought and feeling, unfiltered, that I am prone to and need to release.
2.1.08
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